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Maul ([personal profile] horncrown) wrote2023-08-24 11:05 pm

Vanessa & Maul

Vanessa Ives
Nightbrother Maul
To be the thing not touched by light.
[ While sun touched the villages of the Nightbrothers it was the thick blanket of mystic fog left the areas where the Nightsisters lurked in a darkness. A sort of darkness which grew only darker into the actual night. So much of this planet was left in ruins and wilds. Dangers in the crooked woods and further out where people of legends once lived and worshipped. Tonight was at the heart of the Nightsister covens. So important was the practice that it took place within the temple walls. Around a flat and wide stone sat the sisters; the glow of powerful green ichor danced and wove between them.

War had taken a handful of Sisters from them but they would return. What no one espected was the presence of another. Now, neither Nightsisters not Nightbrothers were all too kind to outsiders but this stranger, this woman, Mother Talzin sensed something. ]


Quiet Sisters [ she spoke in their Native Tongue. ] Let us take this woman into our care and we shall judge her in time. She may just be one of us. [ And to the woman in question, she asked in basic, her accent thick ] tell me child, what is your name?

[ They had tended to her with generous care having brought clothing and discussing at least the bare minimum amount of information as to where precisely Vanessa was and who she had come into the company of. A planet called Dathomir. One very rich with a powerful and ancient magic. They were Nightsisters, the coven of all covens though it looked to be distinctly free of men. Eventually Mother Talzin departed after informing Vanessa that someone would be in shortly to wait on her should she have any needs for the rest of the evening and throughout the night. Which was exactly when she would meet her first male.

A soft click punctuated his arrival. Though the light was dim there was enough of it to focus on quite a bit different looking figure. He wasn't too tall but he surely was lean, red-skinned and tribal tatoos covering every inch of his body. A crown of horns and vibrant golden eyes. Beads, teeth, and horns adorned him. Jewelry seemed less common among the sisters yet Mother Talzin wore sone. Perhaps a sign that he, too, was of some notoriety. ]


Vanessa is it. [ Like black velvet, his voice. Resonate yet breathy. A slow and measured speech. ] Quite the topic you are among the sisters.

CODING
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[personal profile] matermali 2023-08-25 03:58 am (UTC)(link)
[ Thus far, Vanessa's panic has remained small and quiet, subdued by a flood of information and sights that have put many of her wildest dreams to shame. Could she compare it to her nightmares, then? This was nothing she could have dreamt up, but perhaps her dreams had been too mired in destruction.

From white ash to red dirt.

This wasn't the release she had damned the world for, so then what was it? A planet by a name she's never heard before, and so it may as well be a realm that has been lost in the demimonde until now. Not Heaven by any stretch, and certainly not Hell. At least, she has to remind herself of that much as soon as the stranger enters.

She's been curled huddled in the corner until now, hugging her knees as a child might, but the vision of a red-skinned man with horns draws her immediately to her feet, back stiff and blue eyes so wide she may appear as if to soon faint. Her stance remains firm, however, with pale hands twisting at the fabric of her clothes to keep from lunging. He has yet to make himself the enemy, no matter how he appears.

The women had been alien to her, yes, but this is something else. It's reminiscent of her old dreams.

'Quite the topic'.

It never changes, no matter where she is. As far as she is concerned, these Nightsisters are no better than the Nightcomers who served Lucifer, and Vanessa wants nothing to do with any such covens. They are the reason she is here and not at rest. ]


They know not what they have done in bringing me here. Should they want for peace, they will send me back.

[ Back where? To oblivion, she supposes. To nothingness. ]
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[personal profile] matermali 2023-08-25 04:54 am (UTC)(link)
[ She nearly corrects him. It's Miss. But this isn't London; this isn't even Earth. Their customs will be different, and truly should she care any longer what she's called? At least he doesn't claim her as Amunet. The Nightsisters seemed to know nothing of that name, and that's the only reason Vanessa hasn't outright named them her enemy. Still, she cannot call them friend. This isn't where she belongs; that would be nowhere. Back in the ground, is it?

A sharp chin lifts with slight indignance, resistant to backing away at his approach, but no less wary of his proximity. She doesn't fear assault; mockery is far worse. But that doesn't seem to be his aim. Likely, he's as confused as her, but he is able to wield it as a tool given this is his realm. She is an outsider, as she has always been. ]


...With luck, you will never manage beyond that curiosity. Knowledge will not bring assurance, if that is your desire.

[ The creature cuts a striking figure as he draws closer, and Vanessa is rather drawn to the alien beauty in many cases... Normally, she might even move near to openly stare. But here, she can scarcely form thoughts beyond her own misery, and all she can see is one more attempt to shackle her fate. ]

You know my name. What of yours?
Edited 2023-08-25 05:19 (UTC)
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[personal profile] matermali 2023-08-25 06:27 pm (UTC)(link)
[ She is keenly aware of the power of knowledge, and it's the very reason she needs to be cautious. Just because they don't know about her doesn't mean they wouldn't try to use her once they did learn her truth; she first needs to understand what it is they want. A tribe of warriors and witches surely would take advantage if they knew, depending on who it is they serve. They must serve someone else. This Mother Talzin can't be the true leader. Who does she serve?

Here, there is no Lucifer. No Dracula. Their whispering has ceased, but she hasn't been gifted with silence. Something else whispers to her here; something that reminds her she is still in danger... That she may still be the danger. It's the last thing she wants. Any warning she offers is for their own good, but of course they won't listen. ]


Maul.

[ As if tasting it, enunciating carefully so she will never forget. Vanessa is no mouse. For one who mothered the predators of the night, she has no fear left to speak of save perhaps for what she might accidentally do to others. For all the evil of her world that she carries, somehow it hasn't utterly blackened her heart. ]

I want for nothing that you can give, and believe me when I say that I have nothing to offer in turn. You would be well served to put me back into the ground, as you say.

[ How cruel, though, to die as a stranger. She had been ready to die by love's hand. It had been delivered, but now it was nothing but a jest. Now even that much will be denied her final breath. ]

To whom does this tribe of yours bend the knee? Who do you truly serve?
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[personal profile] matermali 2023-08-25 10:36 pm (UTC)(link)
[ Had he just—

She can't even marvel at the gall of the jest before he continues on into much more somber territory. Her eyes follow him as he moves, and if she moves closer while he speaks, it's only so she can keep sight of the gold in his eyes. No matter how unique the rest of him might appear, it's the eyes that Vanessa has always been drawn to, and what she has always had the power to see into. It should be enough to assure her that he isn't lying, but the last man she had trusted had proven how thoroughly she could still be tricked when her heart gets involved.

Even staying wary of that, it's impossible not to be moved by his tale. His voice seems scarred by the memory, and there is a pinch to the back of her throat when he looks back toward her. She stills, then folds her arms. Far from indignance, Vanessa only acts as if to embrace herself.

His words resonate almost too intimately. Pity doesn't move her, but she cannot deny the touch of empathy that twists her heart as he speaks of the hatred he was fed. Once, Vanessa had believed there to be a reason for everything. God's plan was ineffable. Then, she had realized she had been the only one to create her own Heaven or her own Hell, that fate was nothing more than a mirage. She had tried too hard to see what she wanted to, not what she needed to. Now that her eyes are opened, she wants only to close them again.

But here is a creature sharing a story that strikes too closely to be mere happenstance. Or is she once again only seeing what some small part of her wishes to? That part that still calls herself Vanessa, even if that woman died as soon as she tossed her cross into the fire. ]


I do not crave death. [ Though whatever it is that they see in her is the very reason she needs to die. So, yes, perhaps it appears to be exactly the same thing. Perhaps there is no difference. ] I want only to be free of the pain, but I am the very source of it.

[ Sighing in a moment of weakness to reveal her weariness, Vanessa casts her sight away from him to the red sky. She can already picture the fog of pestilence settling across this land. ]

I was once broken... Fractured. But my curse is now complete. You will suffer if I remain. If not you, then the enemies you would think to use me against. I can't allow it, not again.

[ But— She does give pause, her curiosity still as endless as ever. Too much of his story is familiar, but she knows it can't be because of the same being. ]

What was the name of the man who took you?
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[personal profile] matermali 2023-08-25 11:45 pm (UTC)(link)
[ She has always been one to feel the pain of others, to experience it as if it were hers, and this is no different. Perhaps he isn't human, but his suffering is as human to her as her own, and it draws out a silence that sits between them after he utters the name of his tormenter. It is a name that she has never heard before, but the sound of it brings just as much bile to her throat as that of Amun-Ra. Lucifer. Dracula. All the same evil, only different incarnations.

Anything is possible. This could be a different incarnation, whether or not the creature in question is still 'alive'. Life and death seem to mean nothing when it comes to her 'beloved'. What would it mean for her, for this world? And what if it was a different father of evil? Would that make it any less noteworthy?

Her steps are slow and deliberate as she moves toward him again, now stopping near enough that she must tilt her head to peer into his eyes. His pride is real enough and so is his pain. Those do not make him a friend, but they make him all the more curious to her. Why had the women sent him? Had they known something about her they weren't sharing, after all? ]


Does he still live?
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[personal profile] matermali 2023-08-26 01:14 am (UTC)(link)
[ It's remarkable that so much of this is alien and yet far too familiar. Should she manage to overcome the concept of life on other plants, life that can travel between planets, much of this tale could be Amun-Ra's desires carried so far into the future that his end days spread through the stars, collapsing them one by one.

That is, if Ethan hadn't killed her. Doing so should have put an end to the Armageddon she had summoned. Now a cold fear tickles the back of her neck, and shoulders hunch in the morbid consideration that nothing was stopped at all. Perhaps it couldn't be stopped once brought forth. It wouldn't make sense. But neither does any other possibility.

Emperor, though. Her oldest enemy would have stopped at nothing less than God.

Whether this war began with the evil she birthed, or whether it has nothing at all to do with her, the weariness eats at her and drops her swiftly. She sinks to her knees with head held low, one hand pressed over her eyes as she attempts to manifest the sorrows of this entire world and its peoples in her mind and command them to hush after begging their forgiveness. ]


Why am I here?

[ It isn't a question for him, but for the Absolute that has never given her answers. Her voice feels small, choking on itself as she sucks in breaths that tremble. She will not weep, but how tired she is. Her bones are tired. Her soul? Nothing is left of it, but there is something in the void that shudders on near collapse.

Louder, now, but only just, ]


If I were to help you, your people— This Mother of yours, would she put me to rest? Could she be certain no other could disturb me again?
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[personal profile] matermali 2023-08-26 02:23 am (UTC)(link)
I have never bowed to it or anyone!

[ It's snapped out with an edge that is only dulled because she had wished it so, knowing his words to be some strange form of understanding, if not comfort. She doubts anyone here would care to comfort her, and she may hate them for trying, for she deserved nothing of the like. Does it mean she is willing to suffer in silence, though?

Resisting the urge to push his hand away, she stares at the sight of it as if momentarily mesmerized before finally taking hold and allowing him to help her back to her feet.

No, she hadn't bowed. But she had given in; given up. And who could blame her? She had fought her whole life, and it had done nothing but caused more pain. She had stood strong as her soul disappeared into the shadows, bit by bit by bit until there was nothing left but a husk that was once named Vanessa Ives. And then, only then, had she accepted defeat. Only then did she accept the truth: Amun-Ra had not been the world's enemy. Amunet had birthed it, and Vanessa tried to end it.

How could she take a form any different in this world? There is no way to know, but she must accept this is how it is. For now. Rarely does she lose her temper like that, and shame immediately calms her voice back to a whisper. ]


...Forgive me, I am—

[ Her slender hand drops away and she folds her arms, averting her gaze. ]

I need to eat. If... If I am to help.

[ Vanessa is far too weak like this. Stronger than a human, but nowhere near her full potential. That had once been intentional, but it would no longer serve her if she wants to meet this new goal. ]
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[personal profile] matermali 2023-08-26 03:15 am (UTC)(link)
[ She knows better than to think she can accomplish anything beyond indulging further curiosities tonight, but she isn't certain they can give her what she needs. She feels a disgust at even needing to mention it, to even think it. What else is sorry is that the old Vanessa Ives would have been fascinated in trying strange new cuisine.

It won't harm her, but it isn't what she craves. That craving is something she's long been denying, she has kept in marvelous control, but that had been easier when she had been left to a slaughterhouse surrounded by groveling vampires. Of course they didn't appeal.

What is it you need? For a moment the blue in her eyes shifts to something muddier when she looks back to glance him over. Blood has always been her power, but that was her own. How she is loathe to take others. ]


Your food is...already dead.

[ The thought of finding and feeding on an animal as if she were nothing but a basic beast makes her stomach churn, but it may be her only option. It isn't as if she can feed on the people here. What sort of creatures even roam the wild of a world like this? ]

Do they mean to keep me here, or am I permitted to leave?
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[personal profile] matermali 2023-08-26 11:35 pm (UTC)(link)
[ It's an immediate comfort to know they don't plan on keeping her in this room against her will. She's been imprisoned enough for one lifetime, and she would sooner kill herself than repeat such a disgrace. That doesn't mean she is free, though. Vanessa knows better. They have allowed her gilded cage to seem open, but she can still see the glimmer of the bars if she looks long enough.

It's enough, for now.

Witnessing him call a weapon to his side gives her pause, unaccustomed to such physical displays of magic. The Sisters seemed capable of far more than she's witnessed before, as well. It's difficult to subdue this curiosity, but there are others.

Vanessa's expression falters to uncertainty as she steps out ahead of him, glancing back at the curious way he bows his head. She is used to men bowing, of course, but there has always been an air of superiority to it in England. One could feel it as much as see it around most men. It exaggerates as much as it mocks. There is a nuance here that she can't yet grasp.

The women don't actually run things here, do they? Vanessa is still assuming that the women keep to their own hierarchy in this area, but it cannot extend to the whole of these people, can it? Mother Talzin must be an anomaly. ]


What manner of beasts do you most often hunt?
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[personal profile] matermali 2023-08-28 03:27 am (UTC)(link)
[ To that, she doesn't know how to answer. Vanessa is still reeling from her perverse state of existence, quietly collecting details of her surroundings as they walk, and attempting to keep from once again breaking down in panicked Latin. Could she even remember the words, or would her prayers naturally slip free with the Devil's Tongue? How grateful she is that she won't be finding out anytime soon, not while forced in the company of others. Anyone else's presence forces Vanessa into some manner of composure, even if she had nearly weakened just moments ago.

She may not know exactly where they're going, but she vaguely remembers the path first taken to her room, enough that she can make her way outside without a guide. Once there, however, she'll be keeping him in her periphery with the occasional glance back, using his body language to guide her steps even as he follows. He would know best where she needs to head. It's tempting to tell him that she doesn't need his help, but Vanessa doubts he would let her go on her own. She's confident she could escape his 'guardianship' if she so wished, but what would be the point? Where would she go?

For now, she trusts him to keep her from getting lost, but once they're on their own she is following her own scent. There's a beast in the distance that seems to be stalking another animal. Vanessa ignores its prey, only concerned with the predator itself. It seems to her as large as a jungle cat, but it's anything but. Some sort of reptile. The thick scales on its hide could prove troublesome. If her companion names it, it won't be a word she'll recognize.

She carries herself with an alien grace while she trails the beast, and with each delicate step lets through a harsh whisper in the Devil's Tongue. Unfit for such elegance, yet more at home in her breast than anywhere else. She has taken it from Lucifer and made it her own, and it weaves out a distant spell. The guttural language scratches out from the back of her throat as if escaping the fires of Hell, each command ending with a serpentine hiss before it's repeated. Somehow it remains unheard by the creatures stalking the land, no matter their usually sharp senses.

Vanessa has nearly forgotten she even has a companion with her as she loses herself to her own trance. ]
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[personal profile] matermali 2023-08-28 04:41 am (UTC)(link)
[ Here, the air tastes different, the sky is different, these beasts are...different. But as she advances and takes in a slow breath, Vanessa circles her prey with the ease of one who is firmly in their own territory. By now, the reptilian beast has taken down its own prey, and as it devours she closes in.

She's mere meters away when it finally takes notice, and when the giant lizard whips around with a bloodied cry of warning, she can see the scars showing its age. For a moment her heart swells, and she can feel its outrage. It burns her blood, just as its sudden fear clenches her gut when she whispers again. ]


Itsi traissalaam. Ye eni.

[ On command, it submits, though there seems to be a momentary inner struggle before it bows its head and the rest follows with a thump. Its eyes are wide, seeming aware enough to watch her as she reaches out to curiously trail her fingers along its muzzle, from its jaw to the curiously spiked dorsal fin. Ssshh, she whispers. ]

Ye eni.

[ Just next to it, Vanessa rests her forehead against the scaled creature, her small frame leaning into its breaths as it pants in and out, all too aware of what's happening yet unable to stop her. She continues to whisper as if comforting a child, and for her there's as much love for this beast as if it were her very own. Its magnificence is enough to leave her in awe, and she murmurs that love of its terrible beauty before her fingers curl beneath one of the supposedly impregnatable scales and rips it clean off.

She may not have learned the anatomy of these alien species', but she can listen to where the blood pumps, and she knows just where to slice with her nails so that its lifeblood bursts before falling to a steady trickle. The poor beast can do nothing but slowly bleed as she cups her hands to take a drink.

Unfortunate that all of her senses couldn't have prepared her for the taste. Vanessa had starved herself since first being turned, so she has nothing to compare it to, but the moment she's about to swallow she's spinning around and spitting it out with a disgusted hiss.

It's enough to give the creature a moment's reprieve from her compulsion. ]
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[personal profile] matermali 2023-08-28 05:28 am (UTC)(link)
[ The wounded reptile is just about to launch at them both in one last attempt for dominance before its life is mercifully ended. As it thuds to the ground behind her, Vanessa refrains from answering immediately. Even after wiping as much away with her sleeve as she can, the taste is still enough to make her want to retch. Yet, no matter her preferences, there is something to the feel of the blood reaching her belly that could almost feed a craving she didn't know she had.

There's a trembling to her fingers as they drop from her mouth, and slowly she looks back toward her companion as if only just now recalling that he exists. The blue of her eyes has been consumed by red irises flickering within a black void, and a new trance has taken her. ]


Pitiful beasts too low to the ground to offer me sustenance.

[ Turning, her head tilts with a wide-eyed curiosity, and Vanessa listens keenly to the way his pulse beats as if he houses two souls. A small step is taken forward, a predatory gaze centered on him rather than the dead creatures lying prone. The demon in her wonders if it can drain him before anything else attempts an ambush, but something in her does slow her advance. ]
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[personal profile] matermali 2023-08-28 06:17 am (UTC)(link)
[ There's a touch of alarm that tenses her jaw when she needs to dig her heels dig in to try and resist. Beyond him the shredded beasts bleed, but she has lost their scent as the desire for his blood nearly overwhelms. The bloodlust is too easily triggered, and there is a shriek from within the void of her mind to stop. With that and his strange power keeping her back, Vanessa curls her fingers into claws and bares her teeth with a low growl at the gall of it. The sound thrums from the old soul resting in her bones, and the ground beneath her feet shudders.

This time her command isn't whispered with love, but hissed out with primal need. ]


Itsi traissalaam. [ Surrender. ] Ye eni. [ You are mine. ]
Edited (don't tag late at night, kids) 2023-08-28 06:21 (UTC)
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[personal profile] matermali 2023-08-29 03:23 am (UTC)(link)
[ Her shoulders jerk back in surprise when she begins to feel her throat close, but she can't pull away anymore than she can move forward. Vanessa may no longer die just from lack of air, but if he presses anymore she won't be able to speak. Her power goes beyond words; it existed before language was formed. Yet it's something she has made her own, all the more willing to use it like a whip against the demonic. No matter what this man calls himself, he is every bit a demon as Dracula himself.

But she is weak, never having allowed herself the tasting of blood until now. Even when she gave into the dark, that had been her final stand against the will of Amun-Ra. She wasn't to lower herself to feed with the animals. Yet here she is, desperate for more now that she knows what it can do.

When air rushes back into her lungs, Vanessa gasps with a flutter of eyelashes. There's a laugh to her next intake of breath, raw from the overflow of guttural spell-casting. Finally he falls, and even as his knees hit the ground, she is charmed. He is a stunning demon, fit enough for a queen to feast on.

Stepping to hover over him, the black in her eyes threatens to consume the blood red irises, misting at the edges as she slips deeper into the pit where her soul used to be. She gazes at him now with ferocity having sobered, but not vanished. It's merely as silent as her movements while she circles him only once before sinking down to take his hand, the one that had attempted to choke her only moments ago. Gently, she guides it to her cheek, nuzzling to find it as warm as any other man's, and in turn she reaches to cradle his cheek while keeping his gaze trapped by her own. In such proximity, she's only stronger for it.

The tip of her thumb brushes just underneath the gold of his eyes. He burns, and she wants to dance over the hot coals. She has never been able to resist such temptation. ]


What a beautiful monster.

[ Gentle are her words, as soft as how she touches with fingertips along his jaw and around to the nape of his neck. Her growl has softened to a purr when she straddles him and takes in his scent. Then, all delicacy is gone, and she jerks his head to the side while ripping his collar away so that newly exposed fangs can sink deep and discover if his blood runs red.

As soon as she bites deep enough to find out, the unkindness of ravens launch into the air with wild cries and a flurry of black feathers. They circle above, cawing and watching as if waiting for their turn. When Mother is done. ]
Edited 2023-08-29 03:27 (UTC)
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[personal profile] matermali 2023-08-29 05:27 am (UTC)(link)
[ Her skin may be thicker than it once was, but under his claws it easily bleeds. Rather than shy from the pain as if it were warning, she's only spurned as if it's invitation, biting as deep as she can before the burning lifeblood rushes free. With a hungry sigh, her lips latch tight against his skin with a gentle suction. The taste of him riles her as much as the whisper of his breath hitching. With her arms now wrapped over his shoulders, she holds him close and begins to slowly rock.

Vanessa has always been caught between the spirit and the flesh, unable to drift down one path without nearly being consumed by such desires. For this, both mind and body are lost to sensation, and her will continues to press at the edges of his mind while her hands roam. She is not just for seducing the mind. Vanessa has always been a physical creature; she thrives on touch. How she has been touch-starved.

Without him able to pull away, her grip relaxes so that she can let a hand slip under where his collar has ripped, nails pressing and dragging against the taut muscles between his shoulder-blades as if every part of her must dig deep. Her other hand cradles his jaw with fingertips slowly drifting to feel the curious piercings along his ear, tracing the shell of it before teasing at the base of one of the horns. Stunning, stunning.

He's too interesting to die, and it's that understanding that begins to weaken her hold on him. She'll continue to lap at the red ribbon of blood before it can trickle too far, but with the initial rush of it having satisfied the worst of her craving, some of her is recovering some bit of sense and she resists the desire to suck him dry.

Stopping completely is proving difficult, though. ]
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[personal profile] matermali 2023-08-30 04:07 am (UTC)(link)
[ The depth to his voice when uttering the perversion of her name so close against her skin manages to both encourage and confuse her. Caught between the senses, her assault stills and she jerks her head back just enough to look him fully in the eye. Fangs have retracted to human canines, and her tongue darts at the blood that stains them, but the red is still smeared across her lips.

The blue of Vanessa's eyes has returned; on arrival when they had been overcast, now they're clear as the sea by which she was born. Life has stirred anew, and it's with a warped grin of gratitude that she presses forward until his back is flush against the ground and she's hovering close enough to taste without touching. He may be strong, but so is she, though it's hidden well by her slender frame. The bit of life she'd taken from his has almost renewed some color to her form, but barely. Just enough for the flush of freckles to be more visible on pale skin.

There's no resistance to his grip yet despite her aggression, curious now how far he intends to take it. How much has he touched others without intent to kill, she wonders. In his life of pain, had he known that intimacy was the greatest violence? Had he loved as much as he hated?

Pale eyes search his for answers with a newfound clarity while fingertips continue to trace along a jagged tattoo to follow it to another one of his horns, where she teases with a featherlight touch. This close, she can't resist exploring with a wonder, as though every part of him is reminiscent of the devils that have taken her in her dreams. ]


Is dinner over already?

[ She will be the first to admit that she tends to get carried away by her urges, and even now she's doing little to apologize for her transgression. He shouldn't bleed to death without her draining him, even with the rush of two hearts. She didn't bite anywhere too vital, it seems. ]
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[personal profile] matermali 2023-09-01 12:56 am (UTC)(link)
Mm?

[ With head tipped back, she’s barely listening to what he’s actually saying anymore. Touch rules her and impulse guides her. The sound of his blood pumping under his skin, with the unsteady rhythm of his breath on her skin, is more than enough to distract her from conversations, but something gets through.

Only she is rarely one to bother with requests. She knows how to act, to take. It’s what paved the way to her first death, why should now be any different? What was it that Lucifer had said? He'd said it right before he had pressed her to the dirty mattress where she had gasped for more, all while her mother's body lay on the floor with glazed eyes still wide from horror. You allowed all this to happen. Hell, you sought it out and fucked it.

She knew it then and she knows it now. Vanessa is vulgar, twisted chaos, and so will be anything she dares to touch. And why can’t she accept that? What’s left of her if she can’t still see the beauty in her vile need for loving and fucking and hurting to heal? Who is she if she lets it tame her?

Perhaps one request. ]


Vanessa.

[ By now she ought to have established that she’s no lady, and any titles she would bother to keep should be just as quickly abandoned when straddling the one trying to pay his ‘respects’. After all, she thinks if he wanted to at this moment, he could break her neck or even tear right into her throat with those teeth, and she would be too lost to sensation to be able to stop him. Something wants him to bite her until she’s raw.

Hadn’t she wanted to die? At least she wouldn’t be alone. She might even be remembered.

Only urged on by the threat that could turn into a promise, she’s quick to abandon any further reason, though she’s also remembering just how different the fashion here is. It’s far less complicated than Victorian dress had been, but still different enough that Vanessa resorts to blindly ripping at his clothing with one hand while her other flattens to the stained ground beside them. With his grip on her hair and the rest of her tangle falling over her eyes, she can barely see, but that isn't slowing her down.

Impatient? Assuredly.

She’s glad she had managed to find something like a skirt for herself on arrival, and wouldn’t have dared to bother with anything else. Despite the constriction of most fashion in her time, the underclothes had been the most freeing, to which she’s just as well off wearing nothing at all. And so it is. Some things do stay the same. ]
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[personal profile] matermali 2023-09-01 07:19 pm (UTC)(link)
[ In a daze after her vision spins to find a gold eyes looking down from under a red sky, Vanessa can barely form a fully-fleshed thought before he's already feeling along her skin in a way that nobody else has yet managed. Perhaps only one man has actually seen her like this, with breasts and belly bare, and he was no man at all. Now, there's even a small scar just below her breasts, and the memory of its cause by another man is enough to turn her head away once he releases her chin. She can't think of them now. Let her heart stay buried alongside hope.

To be pinned, to be exposed leaves her vulnerable and strikes her with enough befuddlement that she doesn't at first know how to respond. Instead she murmurs something about black beasts under her breath, while nearby a raven caws from its perch on one of the fallen animals.

The prick of his thumb and scrape of his teeth are enough to keep her present so that she still remembers defiance, and her hand is quick then to grab at his wrist once he encircles her neck. So small and pale in contrast, but her nails could dig deeper and she could begin the utterance of a spell if she truly wanted to fight it, to test his patience until she could test no more. ...Maybe she isn't so eager to seek out a sudden death just yet.

Royalty, though? She releases a curious sound at the question, near between a sigh and a grunt. As if she cares for given titles beyond their fine use in keeping distance between her and others. Whatever burns in his blood is what drives her thirst, and now she can only think of a fighter before she would think of a prince. Then again, Vanessa would be loathe to call herself desperate, and for him to think she might admit it only stirs her ire. She owes him no explanation.

Where he's left her skin damp from sharp kisses, Vanessa can feel a slight chill that she presses for more of. Any cool tickle from the night air does little to lessen the flushed yearning in her. Pale as she is, she isn't cool to the touch; her heart still pumps blood that flows as hot as her temper. ]


Are you to keep asking questions, or are you to have your way with me?

[ No matter how different he appears from a common human, she knows desire when she sees it. No matter if its purely physical, he wouldn't be this willing if it was merely for servitude. He has her on her back where he wants her, doesn't he, and no matter how much she scratches at his wrist and how pale eyes glare from between dark tangles, her knees are still pulling further back while her other hand hikes up her skirt the rest of the way to make it simple.

Yes, yes she's desperate. Get on with it, she nearly demands. She knows how it is with men and she has never complained. Touch is touch. Release is release, however temporary. ]
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[personal profile] matermali 2023-09-01 11:47 pm (UTC)(link)
[ For as astute as her attention normally used to be, Vanessa has been slow on the uptake one times too many for her liking in recent days. It takes her far too long to realize what he means by having his way with her. His attention is just past her navel when realization draws her up onto her elbows with a near incredulous squint, but the tug given to tighten his hold around her legs sends her right back down. She starts to ask him just what he thinks he’s doing, when really what she means is why, but any version of the inquiry is interrupted by the sharp teeth scraping inside her thigh. With breath so startled it lives suspended, Vanessa’s lips remain parted with an alien anticipation.

What she expects least of all is the disarming warmth.

The gasp she lets out is more of a shudder. As his tongue travels until it finds the tight bundle of nerves that only she had known about, or so she had mistakenly thought, Vanessa is left with her breath constantly caught in her throat. It escapes with a husky gasp before she sucks the air back in to clench her teeth.

Why? He had her there for the taking, there was no need to try and seduce her, and she can’t imagine how he benefits from putting himself to work while dragging out his satisfaction.

Twisting again to one elbow so she can lean up and peer through her steadily growing daze, her head tips with a stare of some strange mix of captivation and shame, and immediately the speed of her pulse quickens. It’s a vision she hasn’t even known in her dreams, no matter the amount of demons that have taken her there. Her eyesight is unhindered by the dark, and while anyone might be able to see the glint of his piercings through the haze in the air, over the folds of bloodied fabric gathered around her waist, she can see how his tattoos flex at the strain of his arm and shoulder muscles growing taut, with red and black leading to a jagged circle of horns that she suspects could pierce her skin just as readily as his claws or teeth.

Instead the most dangerous weapon he has at the moment is the soft velvet of his tongue, only better contrasted by the even more alien feel of the small flash of metal that presses and flicks with his wet and merciless attentions.

She can feel the ache beneath his tongue tensing from the sight almost as much as the touch, and she’s unable to keep still. While one elbow holds to the ground for balance, she strains to press her hand over his, fingers fanning out to slide across the wrist she had earlier been scratching at. Vanessa can’t help but appreciate the feel and sight of him even as she struggles to keep from falling back down and completely losing all sense. ]
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[personal profile] matermali 2023-09-02 05:04 am (UTC)(link)
[ Perhaps no gods are there to watch, but a goddess reborn certainly is. With each new name in each new age, she had played her part in their myth to then be cast aside for another, and Vanessa Ives had been no different. At her most complete she is simply too much for any world to bear. Here, though, when she falls again to her back, she can feel the hum of the ground that scrapes at her skin, and it’s so much an embrace as the hands firmly gripping and biting into her thighs. Something that thrives between chaos and control. If Vanessa spread wide her maw and bit deep into this world, could it survive her? Would it accept her?

Muddied nails dig past blood and dirt as though she wants to find out.

The whispers from earlier grow louder, taking form only she can see. They float down to sting at her bare skin like snowflakes, then they creep and crawl across her shoulders and breasts, into her mouth and eyes and— Her ears burn. The sky suddenly looks too close, as though the span of the universe is trying to bear down on her. Is she floating? No. Stars that aren’t even there are ready to crash down and burn the rest of her to ash. Are they stars? She can only tell that the light is blinding, that they roar like leviathans. It isn't salvation that they bring.

'Hmm!' A tight-lipped huff escapes through flared nostrils when the shift of his attention brings her back from the vision. Blinking wildly up at the red sky that’s exactly the way it was moments ago, she’s quick to forget it even happened, as she is wont to do in the heat of the moment. She’s here again, where a devil named Maul is lapping at and sinking into the wetness of her cunt as though it’s something to be revered instead of seized, and now that’s the only thing that exists in her vision when she closes her eyes.

Her toes brush against the width of his back when she’s unable to resist a slight jerk of her legs, and both feet are then quick to settle to the ground so she can push and rub against him with a subtle rolling of her hips. It isn’t conscious, but she can’t help herself. It may even be irresponsible given the threat of his teeth or even those pale horns that curve just near his ears, but she has never been very skilled at looking after herself. ]


You—

[ Finally, noise. Meaningless noise. Almost a word, low and hoarse. ]

Stop!

[ As if she’s really this stupid as if to try to stop him now—she might kill him if he did stop—and yet confusion is something she has never been able to tolerate any more than submission. She's never known this kind of attention; it frightens her not knowing what to expect from it.

Fighting through the bewilderment, Vanessa is quick to grab for him. First for his hand, then to grasp at the coarse base of one of his horns, where slender fingers curl in an attempt to keep him from doing anything so foolish as to actually listen to her.

Don’t you dare. ]
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[personal profile] matermali 2023-09-04 03:59 am (UTC)(link)
[ This beast of a man has buried himself deep between thighs drawn taut with such an intensity as though he might attempt to consume her whole. Does he think that will take her power for himself? Nobody else has managed as much. Let him try to command her, so long as he can keep delivering her into a state where ‘sorrow’ is a word that she could forget ever knowing. Eventually he’ll choke—there is simply too much of her—and she’ll be alone again, but perhaps as satisfied as a creature like her is capable of being.

If not today, then tomorrow. ...Not that she would plan for a future; that’s as much an alien concept as women ruling over men.

At least he doesn’t simper. Anyone truly subservient would have been left for dead to be pecked at by the ravens. Resentment is better than nothing, and spite had once kept her alive longer than hope had—until it didn’t. She knows he doesn’t ‘serve’ without spite, but then that’s the only way she could even tolerate his touch.

Crave it, more like. The soft skin left bare to the night air is rarely seen by others, let alone touched. There’s the subtlest of leans when he caresses just beneath her rib or along the side of her breast, and there's a murmur uttered when he squeezes and pinches, sensitive but eager. It’s remarkable for such brutal hands to hold and tease for the sake of pleasure when they could just as easily tear deep through her insides. The knowing of it is enough for her to writhe, and with one hand biting into his wrist, the other flies back to push behind her head, as though burying her nails into the dirt will have even a chance of keeping her still. It only helps her arch more, hips lifting and thighs trembling.

He is quite the bastard for managing to get her this far. As his tongue pushes and rolls until its flush inside her, stroking again and again, the whispers are overcome by a soft hum in her ear. Eyes keep shut with a toss of her head whenever the little metal bud teases at her clit. Her own lip is bruised from her bites when his breath shudders hot against the ache of her cunt, and he sinks back into her with a rhythm that leaves her suspended and shaking. Both hearing and sight have dulled, lending all her favor to touch and feel and—

Now. Only now, she doesn’t need to know about anything else but now.

Too dazed to even be aware of it, her little gasps have given way to hushed moans that fall low and hoarse, the pace becoming more frantic as he continues to explore with a thoroughness that leaves her stunned. Her teeth grit and a heel drags at the ground to keep balance. He has had her off-kilter for some time, though.

She isn’t there, but she’s near enough that even she can taste it in the air. The words that struggle free are broken. ]


In— In me.

[ She can’t lose herself like this, not underneath him where he has thought to borrow power. Of course, he is in her, but she’s too flustered to elaborate. Can’t he tell? Doesn't he want it?

Pale knees draw back expectantly, an ankle trembling against his side. ]


F— Mm...! [ Both hands dig behind her and her chin tips back, struggling to talk through her jagged groans. ] Fuck me now.

[ This isn't begging. This is a demand. ]
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[personal profile] matermali 2023-09-07 01:47 am (UTC)(link)
[ There’s a flash of regret when he pulls back and she’s left with an emptiness—a new ache between her thighs—until he’s tugged her close enough to tease her with a different promise of passion. Anticipation leaves her nearly shuddering in her fight to keep still, but it doesn’t take long before she realizes what’s going on. The smirk in his eyes speaks bounds when she props up onto her elbows with a bewildered blink.

The gall. Tossing her head to the side, Vanessa is unable to resist a gasp of a laugh. Then, with the same jagged voice that uttered the devil tongue from not so very long ago, his name is sounded out with a stretch until it breaks, twisting it until it’s growled out like the beginning of a spell. ]


Ma'aul.

[ Even still, he thinks to test her and she has no patience for it. He has a fine grip, but those claws don’t seem to worry her, and soon enough her own are digging deep into his throat as if ready to tear in. Her strength is hidden behind slender hands, but no doubt he can feel the possibilities by the time she has him knocked onto his back with his cock in her hand. Luckily, she has only the best intentions for it, and for herself. A small thumb brushes gently across the slick head before feeling down along the bulging veins with a flutter of shock in her eyes. He continues to surprise her, but so far she’s benefited well enough.

The grip around his neck loosens, but only to what may be considered a bruising degree for them—as if one could even notice any behind the spread of dark ink beneath his jaw. As soon as she has him under her, Vanessa drops to find the bite she had left behind—just beside her iron grip—which has already tamed but not so much that she can’t lap up what’s trickled free. Now her wet kisses smear blood from his jaw to the base of the horn jutting just beside his ear. The rough texture against the drag of her tongue is just as interesting to her as how his cock feels when it twitches under the slow stroke of her painfully light touch. There’s no doubt in what he wants, no matter why that is. She could smell his arousal, feel it from where his tongue pressed into her with his moan, long before she could see it with an appreciative glance. She's in agony resisting even this much, but her obstinacy has carried her through worse torture, and so she hovers.

Just above his line of sight, black tangles spill over a white face and bloodied lips stretch into a grin. Her throat feels thick from the fresh blood when she speaks, and the perversion of his name is growled out again to be woven into a snarl of words as though it belongs.

Quietly, though—creeping over scars to claw into the ear, and within the cave of his skull it brings a scorpion's sting in her command. ]


Itsi Ma'aul nat yenvagre.

[ Give yourself, Maul.

It isn't a full compulsion—the choice is always theirs—but the words carry a power that can be difficult to resist. Even the ground beneath them releases a soft thrum in response. ]
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[personal profile] matermali 2023-09-08 02:42 am (UTC)(link)
[ Through his piercing teeth and dragging claws, she cries out between quickened breaths that tremble. Pain doesn’t strike her quite the same way as it did when she was ‘human’, but she still feels it, and while she may not shy from it, it isn't for the sake of mere desire. Vanessa may have a shameful eagerness for violence, but the pain is deserved.

This sort of pain is too empowering to really be considered any sort of punishment. How must she look right now? Like the living dead that actually she is, no doubt.

When he pulls her down, she’s quick to grab at his shoulders for balance, but there’s no preparation for the sweet sting that follows. Suddenly she’s bound hot and tight around the likes of a man she wasn’t prepared for, despite how much she had supposedly observed. Every muscle within immediately coils like a spring, only then the jolt of her hips is involuntary, serving to bring out an unfiltered moan that drags low with the nails that tear across his skin. ]


Etsi an tu gildust eni immesak.

[ She claws from his shoulder to below the collarbone with a quick swipe, needing to apply a surprising amount of pressure to draw any blood. Just scratches, but enough to give her a taste when she sucks at her fingertips, then shoves at his torn skin to fling herself back.

There, Vanessa arches into the air while sinking down again to see just how much she can take, and whenever the smooth bumps and ridges stretching across his cock find somewhere new with each stroke, little shivers tickle most torturously. Overwhelmed but frantic, she wastes no time in digging her knees into the dirt to ride him with a renewed fervor. Her breathing has become completely erratic, near reduced to nothing but little huffs and throaty moans when not taken over by her own trance.

Sucking the taste of him from her fingers, allowing the strength of his grip and his own eagerness to guide the fierce roll of her hips, Vanessa's head tips back so that glazed eyes can reflect the night sky. The air is brushing at her bloodied skin, tickling at her taut throat and nipples. Pale fingers bury into a mess of dark hair to twist and gather, all so she can feel the sky kissing along her naked shoulders and the nape of her neck. The night welcomes her, and she leans back at an almost unnatural angle to return the kiss with bloodied lips parted. ]


Etsi an tu zendaamu eni immesak.

[ Blood has power, and she knows how to use it. Not just her own, but others’. With such a rich catalyst as his it’s all she can do to keep from reaching through him now, to drain his lifeblood down into the deep dark pit where she can tear into the planet's core and gnash it to smoldering black coals, to ash, to nothing. She could drink up the night before consuming the world—she could create it anew.

But not tonight. Tonight, she'll just have a taste. ]